i have come to grips with life as of late. that is, i have accepted the fact that i know very little and will most likely never understand the true complexity of the mess that is life. to some extent i have always assumed the role of a responsible person, a person another person could turn to in a time of need or out of the want for honest advice. i act on feelings. i feel if i cannot take the advice i dish out, how can i justify my own existence? i feel an unparalleled inherent potential. i feel the capability for something great and it is eating me alive. be it new, uncomfortable, awkward and forbidden it remains. i feel sorry. i apologize for the turbulence i have caused in the routine transition from day to night which people hold so secure. i am a firm believer that one minor alteration in the past creates a completely different present. everyone has got a path and it is up to everyone to stake that path out. i do not ask for much in life. merely a smile, time and a place.
sincerely,
matthew.
p.s. 08. change.
depending on my ever-fluctuating state of am, i have been listening to :
tegan and sara - the con.
against me! - as the eternal cowboy.
the national - boxer.
still feeling.
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finally. yes.
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